Saya mahu melihat bintang dengan kamu<3

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.

Seriously, I don't even know why I was affected. Maybe I do feel smth, I don't know.

I keep thinking about the past and even Twinn noticed I have been talking about you lately. Its been fucking long, two years and a few months.

Oh, Mum's meeting LBY again and I don't know how t tell my mum.