Make You Smile

Hello my baby, Hello my baby<3

2007-09-08T05:04:00.000-07:00

One word t describe the past few days: LOVE(:

I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you
<3

Cause all I want t do is hold you through the night<3

2007-08-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

Okayy, I'm blogging cause Jo said that I only blog 2times a month and I'm so going t break record by blogging three times this month!

Since I haven't been here for long, I'll date back.

Anywayyy, my birthday was SPLENDID(:
Had such a pleasant surprise in the morning((:
Thank you ulti-MATE and Reka <33! You guys moved me t tears, and Gaya, the cake was the best! Remember we have t get tgth t bake after my O's!
Then school was as usual and after school BrokeClique<3 went down t Vivo! Fucker came down as well!<3 Sat at the rooftop, and Jo started playing songs on the guitar and I swear I was going t cry but Fucker kept mocking me so I didn't. But it was so sweet! I mean, More Than Words is like my all time favourite song((: Camwhored(:
Thanks Fucker for being our cameraman!
I know I have friends who mean the world t me<3
Thanks t everyone who made my birthday really really special, lovelies(:

Ohh, the 21st, was AF day! When AF goes out, we eat like MAD! Since it was a tuesday,IT WAS WAFFLE DAY! We went t Gelare and bought two waffles! Went t chippy's and bought 21 bucks worth of food! We practically bought everything and we had like every kind of dip that chippy's had((: Ate XXL chicken, I mean if you go t far east with Lydia, you cannot not eat XXL chicken! We had milk tea as well! OMG, that's like alot of food la!
Okayy, for pictures its Miwong's LJ! Too bad if you're not her friend(:

23rd was Love(:

Actually after that, there was nothing much cause the prelims started!
Papers have been okay so far except for E Math Paper 1 which I left 33 marks blank, but the paper was TERRIBLE.

Ohh, I burnt my hair during chem/phy prelim prac)):

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you
<3!

Day after Day(: <3

2007-08-11T21:42:00.000-07:00

((:
I'm like turning 16 in 8 days? but prelims start in 12! OMG! Santhiya is so not prepared! Actually only for Bio! I hate the fucking subject! Lucky, I've got a good tutor! If I depended on LSF, I would fail tremendously! I mean, I already hate the subject and I totally do not need you t put me down and pick on me. You're not helping.

You know, I think my sister is good, she knows what t say at the right times and it makes you feel better(:

Went t Vivo yesterday! I want so many things! Time t go shopping with mummy! Birthday shopping((:
"Bumped" into Love(:
I LOVE THE SHARK HAT!
Went for Drama(:
We're going t watch a play on thursday!
Agamemnon! Its by the Young Co of SRT. They're really good. Go watch the play! Its somehow related t Troy and tickets are only $22 inclusive of $2 Sistic fee!
Go check out the Sistic website for more details(:

I found us a star(:
Our Star<3

If i had to run
If i had to craw
lIf i had to swim a hundred rivers
Just to climb a thousand walls
Always known that i would find a way
To get to where you are
There's no place that far
<3

2007-08-08T20:56:00.000-07:00

Running just as fast as we can,
Holding on to one another hands
Trying to get away into the night,
You put your arms around me
And we tumble to the ground and then you say

I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
Beating of our hearts is the only sound

A New Found Glory is like my latest addiction! They are so damn cute la please! I WANT THE CD! But Santhi is brokekid@hotmail.com. I'll wait!
((:

You're still my addiction, Love.

Anywayy, School has been okayy, this week I guess! I mean only two days right! And Wednesday was so funn! ((:
Anywayyy, Fry won for Lower Sec and we did much better for upper sec but we didn't win): I guess they wanted t give other houses a chance. It felt so different not being on stage, doing the performance. Letting go is so difficult! Tsk la!
Oh, 4S2 won for the Walking Signboard thing! So cute okayy! Lisa was so cutee! She had a ferris wheel on her head! She looked damn stupid la! HAHA! The class was so damn cute! During morning assembly we were sitted in two rows and one row was red and the other was white! Like so bloody cute right! I love the class la! Then, there was community singing! The class has never been this close! So bloody cute la please! We were like doing the kallang wave and everything! SO CUTE! ((:
I Love 4S2.

Okayy, that's all! ((:
Bye Lovelies!

And there's those nights I wish never ended. <3

2007-07-29T02:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Perfect(:

Performance was good! Got t see Alex Babyyy(:
I don't know when I'll get t see her next))):
I miss her already!

Anywayy, I found out smth yesterday which fucking pissed me off. Do I look like a fucking object t you? Don't fucking use me t spite her cause its your problem that she doesn't like you and she's closer t everyone else but you. So just fuck off, even though I have t see next Sat. You make going t class a Dread, but I'm not going t let you affect me. Drama is smth I love and you're not ruining it for me. Bastard.

I've got a Sec One stalker in drama! YUCK! ):

Love made everything much better yesterday, thanks t you I didn't burst out screaming. Thank You Baby(:

As time left us a second by another,
I knew there was no where else I rather be.

Our love can move stars, remember?
<3!

And you know that's what our love can do<3

2007-07-23T02:46:00.000-07:00

You're a falling star
You're the getaway car
You're the line in the sand
When I go to far
You're the swimming pool
On an august day
And you're the perfect thing to say

I hate the colour but you love it.
Its the 23rd(:

Anywayy, School Sucks! I slept for the whole of math because I was damn shagged. (: Germaine told SpongeBoon that I took medicine so I had t sleep(: Came home straight after school! Lisa and I are good kids!

Okayy, we don't pay attention during Chem Lab(:

Pokemon! Gotta catch them all! <3

Another roller coaster ride<3

2007-07-16T05:02:00.000-07:00

Anywayy, the past week was a grumpy one! I mean I had school! But Friday and Saturday was Love! ((: Went study on Friday and NDP on Saturday!

Twinn, Thank You for making NDP a wonderful company cause the performance sucked. We take pictures like we own the world! ((: And, stop attempting a head stand because you're going t end up breaking some other part of your body! And, let me down gently next time after a piggy back because my ankle still hurts! Stupid! I LOVE/HATE YOU! (:

Walk home on Friday night was <3.
Saturday was the best(:
I want t sit down and block watch again.
Love, I miss you.

I Love You, you know?
<3

Undertow<3

2007-07-04T00:29:00.000-07:00

I didn't go t school tday(:

At least I got some work done! Did physics, going t do lit and math later. Oh, there's tuition tday also! You know I seriously think I do more when I don't go t school! But nobody will ever hear of it so forget it! I still can't do a decent mind map so I'm back t doing notes? Prelims are in 53 days. Tell me about it.

kkkkkk, anywayy, I'll rule you with Paint, baby! Stupid Fucker!

You can hold my hand, but
Don’t go back on me
Just remember that it’s gonna be alright
And you’ll see we can have it all yeah
Can’t you see that I’m right here waiting, looking back at you
You and me, we’ve got nothing to lose.
<3

2007-06-30T23:43:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Tag Replies(:

Farhana; Yeah! Soccer was funn! We'll see okayy! (:

mwong; AF needs t go out really soon and you know you were the only one from AF who wasn't in Adam Khoo! ):

gaya; Where got mushy! ):

Anywayyy, I had Adam Khoo for the past three days ( Thursday, Friday and Saturday) When we got notice that we had t attend this course, all of us were bloody irritated because it was from 8.30am to 9.30pm. Little did we know, how the course would change us. The first day was just teaching us about memory stuff and study skills but the second day was the best. He made us realise what life would be without our parents. He taught us t love ourself and that we have t make ourselves proud. He taught us t be human.

On the last day, during the closing ceremony, parents were invited and mine couldn't be bothered t come. Yvette, she rarely talks in class, a really quiet girl in fact, she went up t the stage t tell her parents how much she loved them and all. She never even had the courage t go up in front of class t talk but she did this in front of, 200 odd people. The course really changed us. Twinn, Gadis, Cynthia, Ashwani, Cassandra and Aishah all went up t talk and after all that we all couldn't stop crying. Then came the time when we had t go meet our parents and give them the letters we had t write. Seeing everybody going t their parents, giving them the letter and hugging them, made me want my mum there so much. But too bad I had t sit down there alone. I had Lisa and Germaine there but they were not the ones I wanted t see. When I went home, my parents weren't at home. When someone you want t see isn't there, you start t think. Why now? They have been there all the time, couldn't you have said "I love you" earlier, why only after the course and why only after you see your friends with their parents. I don't know why I have never ever gained enough courage t tell my dad I love him and I say t my mum every night?

Okayy, enough of adam khoo already.

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
<3

when your words swept the ground right from under me <3

2007-06-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

and you look like, you're ready to go
so hold my hand, I'll take you everywhere
anywhere you wanna go
so come on and hold my hand, I'll take you everywhere
anywhere, I'll take you anywhere, so let's go

The song is damn nice but I can't open it! Sucks ahh! Anyone who has the song, TELL ME! Ohhhh, Its Hold My Hand by A New Found Glory (:

Anywayy, school started yesterday):
I love school but the idea of waking up early and going t school sucks like damn bad! And I slept at 4.30am the previous night and I had t wake up at 5.15am! Waaa, My eyes were like barely open! Lit was FUCKING ANNOYING! She expected us t do all our essays like on that day itself, and she asked me t stay back! Like WTF! So I told her that I didn't have enough sleep so I need t go home, but she only let me after I handed up one essay! Went home straight after school! DAMN TIRED): But I had t wake up t do Lit so I asked Fucker(: t wake me up at 6. She like called me then she was like wake up and I said later so she said okayy, I call you back later! ?!?!?!?! So, I ended waking up at like 8? Fucker was supposed t like force me t wake up! ))): Never mind, finished like most of the Lit shit anywayy! Now she wants mindmaps for both books by tnrw and I haven't even started! Lit is not like my ONLY subject okayy! ))):
Burning midnight oil again I guess)))):

Good night messages make me smile<3
Thank You, Love(:

Jellybeans<3

2007-06-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

I'm a happy kid(:

Kkkkk, Buddy! No one t sleep next t me anymore! After O's okayyy! And you cannot tell anyone what I do when I'm drunk! Promise! Accident okayy! Anywayy, this time it wasn't really 48 hours tgth but I enjoyed it all the same! And Beng Choo is a bloody red face! (:

Love, I'm glad I decided t tell you because I feel better and that things btwn us haven't changed. I Love You<3
And you got standard okayy! (:

Tu Amor, means the world t me(:

I'm dying t tell you<3

2007-06-19T21:51:00.000-07:00

Remember last year? During the December holidays when we used t meet everyday. Camwhoring and all. Suddenly school started and everything's gone. Remember the rings? Well, I still have mine. Remember the cheese sausage from Chippy's? Lydia's first time eating it, was Hilarious. Yeah, the good times. I Miss AF):

Only Oreo<3

2007-06-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

HELLOO LOVELIES(:

Okayy, I'm damn annoyed! There is no more Oreo's at home!))))))):
I need Oreo's every single day okayyy!

The school just called t tell me that I have t do a make-up for the SS retest I missed! GO AND DIE! I MISSED IT ON PURPOSE FUCKERS!I DON'T WANT T DO IT CAUSE I'LL FAIL! I HATE SS!

Stupid.

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

ILY<3

Alright, alright. Slow down<3

2007-06-09T08:25:00.000-07:00

Bastard, How the fuck do you do that?
Gee, I fucking trusted you and believed whatever you said.
Seeing you on Monday, sucked.
I hate you.
You're such a JERK.

Okayyy, Just came back from steamboat with Zan, Suat, Shuk and Faiz! <3 I ended cooking cause I didn't have much of an appetite after cooking the first few prawns! My prawns very nice right! (((: Today, was like the best day of the week.

Ohhh, I really like you<3

Anddd, K, Happy Fourth Babyyy!(:

The Noose

2007-06-04T02:46:00.000-07:00

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

Anyone who has this song, PLEASE SEND IT T ME(:

Imaginary Diva<3

2007-06-03T03:32:00.000-07:00

HELLO LOVELIES(:

Okayy firstly I have two free tickets t watch shrek 3 on monday 04062007 which means its tmrw at seven pm in Vivo.

If you want t watch it message me or smth?
I'm not watching so you have t find someone else t watch it with you okayy?
I need t get rid of the tickets!

Runaway Love

2007-05-26T19:22:00.000-07:00

School holidays are here but I have lessons for two whole weeks and I have t go back for retests every once in a while.

I should have stomped off that day. Blame me for being there.

Saya mahu melihat bintang dengan kamu<3

2007-05-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.

Seriously, I don't even know why I was affected. Maybe I do feel smth, I don't know.

I keep thinking about the past and even Twinn noticed I have been talking about you lately. Its been fucking long, two years and a few months.

Oh, Mum's meeting LBY again and I don't know how t tell my mum.

Promise of summer(:

2007-05-21T21:34:00.000-07:00

I didn't go t school tday yooo!
Meeting Jo later anywayyy(:

Having my period sucks):

Kkkkkkk, I need t go shower before I'm late t meet Buddy AGAIN
<3

Saya ingin bersama kamu<3

Saya cinta kamu(:

2007-05-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

Maybe I haven't been here in ages
Just Maybe(:

Okayy, results haven't been all that great but there is a slight improvement I guess.At least there's the retests. I'm going t knock my ass off studying!

Yesterday, went for some lit thing in the morning which was completely useless. I mean, he kept on criticising the author, like hellooo, our o' level question is not going t be about the author's mistakes! Walked down t wheelock t go Joyene's phone! Had Big O(((((: Then over t Jo's place! Played blind mice<3 Then Beng Choo and I left(:
Went down t town t meet Fucker(: Met Zan, Ame and Suat as welll<3
Fucker and I wanted t watch The Bridge of Terabithia! But so much of tickets they got! Ended walking around, met Zan and Suat again(:
Annoying la Zanetaa! I <3 You! ohhh, I bumped into Vivi! Flicks nose! HAHA! I love you babyyy(: Then met shuk and ate then walked around! Home late but didn't get scoldedd

AND FUCKKKK! CHELSEA WONNN! )))))))))): I DON'T LIKEEE!

2007-05-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

Signal Fire-Snow Patrol<3

The perfect words never crossed my mind
'Cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me, screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me

All I wanted, just sped right past me
But I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out

There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety

No, I don't wanna wait forever

In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes

There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety

There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety

No, I don't wanna wait forever

Pop goes the weasel

2007-05-01T01:23:00.000-07:00

OMG! WE'RE THE SISTERS YOOOO!

HAHA! I can't stop laughing at this picture alright!

Anywayyy, Exams are here! I can't wait for it t be over okayyy! Okayy I'll be back after the exams!

I don't know how t tell you that I Love You

2007-04-21T21:23:00.000-07:00

I have absolutely no guts t come and tell you I hate what you're doing.

Neither of us wants t compromise

2007-04-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

I DIDN'T GO T SCHOOL TDAYY(:

Okayy, that was for starters
I have t go back later for english prelim oral anywayy):
I don't think I want t cause I'm coughing too badly t speak):
Anywayy, I haven't been here FOR VERY LONG!
Oh, anywayy Friday the 13th wasn't so bad afterall except the fact the U.A got second for Crezawards whereas The PPG got FIRST! I mean they haven't even reached puberty and they danced t a remix of Toxic and Girlfriend! Who the fuck puts both this songs tgth! And they were not even coordinated! ARGHHH!
Okayy, other than that things were AWESOME(:
Met Nutcracker Darling(:
Oh, I got attached t Sex Bomb(:

I Love You(:

I can't keep up and I can't back down.

2007-04-07T19:58:00.000-07:00

Okayy, yesterday was good! Went t school thinking there was tamil but nooo! Nothing at all! So went t tiong with Lisa and SECRET>. Ate then came back t school(: Met twin:D then went down t cheers and slackedddd! Met Faiz and karmun soon after. I finally watched TMNT! The ending is DA BEST! SO FUNNNYYYY! I WANT T WATCH AGAIN!
Then met Zan, Suat, Mel, JL and Mel's sister. Went home soon afterrr! (:

I knew I loved you-Savage Garden

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

SECRET>'S FAULT):

I knew I couldn't turn t you

2007-04-07T19:34:00.000-07:00

I think I did smth I shouldn't have and I don't know how t fix it now.

I'll stand up with you forever.

2007-04-05T23:58:00.000-07:00

Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"

GOOD FRIDAY IS GOOD CAUSE THERE'S NO SCHOOL!8)))

Anywayyy, school has been good this week even though I was irritated most of the week. OH, I BAKED YESTERDAYYY! Cause I owed Faiz muffins! I'm supposed t meet her tday t pass her the muffins but she died in her sleep! Aiyahh, it'll just end up in the dustbin I guess cause I don't like muffins? But, I lazy t bake again for herrrr! SUCKS AHH!

OH! SANTHI HAS A NEW LOVE<3

BYE LOVELIES(:

<3

2007-04-01T05:03:00.000-07:00

Thank You, Loveee!
I Love Youuuuu!
And for everything else, Thank You!
I'll call you tonighttt!
<3

I LOVE TANIAAAAAA<3

2007-04-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

Tania ♥ says:
at least i got to catch your flying kiss!

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
at least i got t give it t youu!

Tania ♥ says:
YEAH! : D SEE YOU IN SCHOOL SOOOOON

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
is your favourite no still 25

Tania ♥ says:
YEAPS! HAHAHA. AWWW. THANKS GIRL!

Tania ♥ says:
go enjoy the song yea?

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
okayyy

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
I STILL REMEMBER YOUR FAVOURITE NOOO

Tania ♥ says:
YAH! <3>

Your heart is keeping time with me, Baby. says:
I LOVE YOU OH SO VERY MUCHH

I couldn't feel you, You're always so far away.

2007-04-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

Heyy lovelies!

You know I'm so fucking disgusted with parents of young kids, maybe not all but a few. Yesterday, I was late for drama so I was rushing up t class. you know there's such thing as standing t one side of the escalator so that people who want t walk up the escalator can do so on the other side? Ya, so there was this couple with a kid, and the kid was standing on one side, the parents on the other. I understand the kid doesn't know, so I said excuse me THRICE and the parents refused t move the kid, so I had t squeeze in the small hole between the kid and his parents. When I was moving, the kid decided t move so I stumbled and got my leg scraped. Bleeding like fuck, okayy! Then they didn't even bother t say sorry. Thanks a lot. Oh, if you would like t know, I really enjoy having a scar too big for any plaster on my leg. Love you mann!

Anywayy, Met Faiz after drama t watch TMNT! But wow, so much of tickets they have! S0 didn't get t watch a movie in the end. I love hugging poles you know, Fucker! HAHA! Went t Vivo after t meet Ulti-MATE and Ame but they had t go off. So we went t Vivo rooftop t talk, went home after. THANKS FOR YESTERDAY,LOVE! We'll go star watching soon alright?

OHHHH, FRY WON MASS DANCEEEEEE!
I was irritated and during the day, but winning made it all better!
((((((((((((((((((((((:
AND WE'RE LEADING OVERALLL!

One, We're the Fry house.
Two, We still can't hear you.
Three, a little bit louder.
Four, more,more,more!

You gave me heaven, then you took it away.

2007-03-30T07:09:00.001-07:00

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

This song has beenin my head for the whole day, I swear!

Anywayyyy! Today is BestFriend's birthdayyyy!

HAPPY 15TH BABYYYY!
Its been ages since I last saw you and I Miss You like crazyyy):
I just want you t know how much you mean t me, love. I'm really looking forward t go shoe shoppingggg! Babyyy, please make time for me?
And, don't get so stressed over school. I Love You FOREVER(:
SANTHI <3s ALEX(:

Maybe you started t compare her t someone not there.

2007-03-25T19:10:00.000-07:00

Didn't go t school tday!
May go later, if not I can't go out after school. I'm not really sick but just wanted a break from school.
For those whose messages I didn't reply yesterday, I'm sorry. It wasn't really my day yesterday.

I'M FEELING MUCH BETTER TDAY THOUGHH!
Okayy, off t the doctor t get a much-needed MC before I get suspended AGAIN!

OKAYYTHANKYOUANDBYE.DON'TFORGETTOSHAKEYOURASS.

2007-03-18T01:14:00.001-07:00

When people said nothing is forever, I told them You and I are forever

I FUCKING MISS YOU.

Car Crash Hearts

2007-03-18T01:06:00.000-07:00

My Itunes is CRAZYYYY! You know there is this genre thing, BSB IS CONSIDERED ROCK! I SWEAR! ROCK?! FUCK, DAMN FUNNY!!!

Okayy, I slept like a PIG yesterday.

2.50am-8.15am

12.30pm-5.30pm

10.15pm-10.15am

That's like 22.5 hous of sleep! I'm still really tired!

All at once

2007-03-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

There are certain people
You just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder
Could you find a better one
Compared to her now she’s in question

And all at once
The crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing
And the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her
Maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare
To someone not there

Looking for the right one
You line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won’t keep on waiting
For you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once
The crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing
And the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her
Maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare
To someone not there

Maybe you want it
Maybe you need it
Maybe it’s all you’re running from
Perfection will not come

And all at once
The crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We’d never know what’s wrong
Without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing
And the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her
Maybe you need her
Maybe you’ve started to compare
To someone not there

Maybe you want it
Maybe you need it
Maybe it’s all you’re running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her
Maybe you need her
Maybe you had her,
Maybe you lost her to another
To another

And she smiled like she's so tough

2007-03-11T11:08:00.000-07:00

Okay, I did really badly for commons.
I may have t stop drama. Mum was also discussing plans with my sister for me t go over t complete my O's. I have t get below 15 for my MYEs if 'i want t DSA.

I just want t take a break from everything. I made promises t people who mean the world t me.I'll pick myself up.

I want t stay in Singapore t study. I don't want t leave my Friends.

Oh ya, I'm not going out after the March holidays unless its t study. Okayy, I'll make an exception for Alex. So anyone who wants t date me, you have these five days t choose from. Just give me a ring alright?

Okayy, smth really stupid before I go.

Why did the blonde take a ladder into the bar?

She heard the drinks were on the house.
HAHA(: OKAYY, LAME!
BYEEEEE(:

I fell in Love with the girl at the rockshow.

2007-03-09T02:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16TH TWINNNN!

Okayy, A day late but same difference laaa!

I hope you enjoyed your birthday. It was supposed t be special, but I think I screwed it up by annoying you but I do it everyday so you should be used t it! Anywayyy! I Love You!

P.S Our AYS status died last year, we renew okayyy?

I only blogged cause its your birthday, so be happy!
And I hope you like the book!

FOB

2007-03-03T18:46:00.000-08:00

This is on repeat(:

Last summer we took threes across the board,
But by fall we were a cover story,
Now in stores.
Make us poster boys for your scene.
But we are not making an acceptance speech.
I found the safest place to keep all our old mistakes.
Every dot com's refreshing for a journal update.

So long live the car-crash hearts.
Cry on the couch, all the poets come to life.
Fix me in 45.

So long live the car-crash hearts.
Cry on the couch, all the poets come to life.
Fix me in 45.

I can take your problems away,
With a nod and a wave of my hand,
'Cause that's just the kind of boy that I am.
The only thing I haven't done yet is die.
And it's me and my plus one at the afterlife.
Crowds are won and lost and won again,
But our hearts beat for the diehards.

So long live the car-crash hearts.
Cry on the couch, all the poets come to life.
Fix me in 45.

So long live the car-crash hearts.
Cry on the couch, all the poets come to life.
Fix me in 45.

Long live the car-crash hearts.

Long live the car-crash hearts.
Cry on the couch, all the poets come to life.
Fix me in 45.

Hold my hand, and say you'll never let me go.

2007-03-03T18:23:00.000-08:00

Okay, I haven't been here for like ten thousand years la please!

Anywayyy, FOB yesterday!
PETE IS SO FUCKING HOT!
We were at the back, then we like pushed ourselves t the front where people pushed and pushed like nobody's business. After a while I pushed myself t the back where I was able t REALLY enjoyed the concert. And oh, some person stuffed his finger into my cleavage from the back. Damn disgusting! I'm still disgusted la please. When I left, boy I smelled damn bad! It wasn't even my sweat la! Thank god, I got a ride home. No one would sit next t me on the train la please.

Okayy, be back REALLY soooonnn!

2007-02-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

I really regret not waiting for you t return that day. I regret not going back t visit. Can you just be here for one more day, so I can say the things I wanted t say? I knew you had t go, I didn't expect it t be so soon. You were a significant figure in my life. Now that you're gone, no more visits t see you and you talking about prawns, smth you knew how t cook the best, passing you money and you smiling at the stuff I bought you.

I just want t say Thank You
You'll never be forgotten.
I Miss You

I'll give away my heart and pray we'll last forever

2007-02-14T16:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was VEEEE-DAYYY!
Everyone in school was in a VEEEE-DAYYYY mood despite our commons.
THANK YOU FOR ALl YOUR PRESENTS!!!

Okayyy fondue date got cancelled so ended up staying in school with Siti.
The hockey match was GOOOOODDD! 1-0 ehhhhh! CRESCENT IS DAMN GOOOOODDDDD!

Anywayyy,

FRY GOT OVERALLLL HOUSE CHAMPIOONNNN!!!

I'm so proud la please!
Thank You t eveyone who has played a part in it, I really appreciate it.
After not winning for two-three years, We've brought Fry back.
Bernetts's talks, everyone's fooling around and everyone's joy, fun and laughter. We've come this far together and we know that Fry will do it every consecutive year.

When Fry's in Bedok yo
Drop it like it's hot
Drop it like its hot
Drop it like its hot

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRYYY!
<3

2007-02-11T00:42:00.000-08:00

GAYAAAAA!
You're Love!
Thank You for being there whenever I needed youuu!Valentine's Dayyy ah!
I Love You

This post is ENTIRELY dedicated t Skye(:

Its something I never knew, and I wished I never did.

2007-01-30T06:07:00.000-08:00

Not having my tablet makes blogging all harder t do.
ANYWAYYY,
today was AF's First Date!
Miwong , as usual, was being really irritating until me and jojo couldn't take it! We scolded her like shit la please! SO, she threw my physics book at me and did a Joyene.
Everything's fine now! YAYY FOR AF LOVE!

I don't care if this makes it all worse cause I have t say what I need t say.

I don't really care if you think that seniors are telling me wrong stuff about you that makes me hate you. Think for all I care. You never bother t get your facts right, do you? Jumping into stupid fucking conclusions is so like you. "No friends"
Check out whose talking. You were the who didn't have true friends. Let me remind you, that losing you is nothing t me. I still have true friends.

Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars.

2007-01-17T20:30:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL SUCKS!
but company is great!((((((((:

I'm leaving school early tdayyyyyy!
I"M SICK!
(((((((((((:

ANDDDD, I miss Skye and the whole gang!
See you soon! Meeting you on sat?
Call my house eh?

2007-01-17T01:25:00.000-08:00

LOST MY FUCKING PHONE)))):

DON'T CALL OR MSG.

You're just not the one.

2007-01-13T23:38:00.000-08:00

Okayyy, I haven't been blogging
School started)))))))):
Was seated with Sherwin for first two weeks then ended up with Melody! HAHA! We were on each other's list! (((((((: But, Sherwin and I are like at each ends of the class. No more window seat)))))))))): I'm like sitting in front of the teacher's table la!

Talked t BestFriend yesterday, I thought we drifted but I realised how much I missed her. We're meeting up soon(((((((((:

Had drama yesterdayyy((((((((((:

Anywayyy!!! Karmun is damn funnyyyy!!
She called me today and said happy birthday!!
Apparently ame told her that it was my birthday tday!
HAHA!
Okayyy, life rocks!
(((((((((:

I bet You never knew.

2007-01-01T21:51:00.000-08:00

Okayy, I bet like everybody did this eons ago but I just the list down okayy!

New Year Resolutions

1.I must not be a spoilt brat!(okayy, I do admit I'm one) but that doesn't mean I'm going t start eating my hard fries.

2. I NEED t do well for my o's.

3.I must learn not t get so affected cause I only end up hurting myself

4.I MUST forget You, and Move On cause its over.

Okayy,I've only got four but its better than nothing!

This Year,

-I got the person I wanted only t find out He was a Bastard
-I met Twin(:
-I met Skye(:
-And the whole gang, eventually
-And realised they were wonderful people t be around.(:
-AWESOME FOURSOME, was created with two people I only knew by name.
-And Yes, ,I Love Them Very Much!
-Met ALOT of people!
-Drifted from BestFriend)))):(I Miss You)
-Got named Sunshine, for no reason apparently.
-My hair is nicer than last year's
-And, Oh, Got a really wonderful class((((((:

And, this is a really nice song.

Comfort in sound-Feeder

We fall right in and suffer the sins
Try to pull things round when the air starts to thin
We nurse regrets, restricted in our own belief
A new disease

We shake new hands, the victims of fate
We tread new ground misfortune conveys
You tear yourself apart
Wishing to be born again
A different man

Comfort in sound
Its all around
Ease back the strain
Come heal your pain
Comfort in sound
Its all around you now
Comfort in sound

We suffer love together as one
An empty heart with nowhere to turn
We find ourselves looking back another way
A brand new day

Comfort in sound
Its all around
Ease back the strain
Come heal your pain
Comfort in sound
Its all around you now - yeah

Solution gone, emotions ablaze
A life so strong just faded away
You find yourself searching for a quick release
A new belief

Comfort in sound
Its all around
Ease back the strain
Come heal your pain
Comfort in sound
Its all around you now
Comfort in sound

Say what's the complication.

2006-12-25T19:51:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

okayy delayed! but heck ah!
christmas was boring and so was the past few days.
And Santa gave me a fever for christmas!
So nice right!

I can go out tmrw!!!!
Go Ikea and eat!!!((((((((:

OGAYYY BYEEE!

We should have it all.

2006-12-19T09:53:00.000-08:00

I'm currently the record holder for waiting the longest for Gaya!
I waited FOUR hours ogayyy!
But, I was nice, I didn't even scold her!
And!!!! I bought four books todayyy! Mannnn! I'm so into reading!!!

Anywayyy! tooks neos and we were supposed t go t Wisma t get my new phone but the rain was being an asss! So stayed in Cine, ended up making new friends! I made new friends yesterday also! Anywayyy, I had the worst chocolate fondue today! It sucked! And poor Gupreet had t pay for it cause she said it was her treat. ((((((:

OGAYYYY! BYEEE(:

I never had a chance t be there.

2006-12-16T22:03:00.000-08:00

Went over t Twinn's yesterday(((((((:
Haven't seen her since..forever!
Her fish are like so cute la!!!
I did fish watching yesterday and her mother thought I was wierd):
Twinn, Please make sure Lucy and Cylu don't die
Thankyou

AND
I have had this song in my head since yesterday!

Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer
Had a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw it
You would even say it glows.

All of the other reindeers
Used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Rudolph
Join in any reindeer games.

Then one foggy Christmas Eve
Santa came to say
Rudolph with your nose so bright
Won't you guide my sleigh tonight.

Then all the reindeer loved him
As they shouted out with glee
"Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer
You'll go down in history"

HAHAHAHAHHA!!
OGAYYY! BYEEEE(:

Tasty Jacks(:

2006-12-13T22:41:00.000-08:00

Went t Vivo with Mummy yesterday.

We spent 150 bucks just on food okayy.
Went t Candy Empire and bought 50 bucks worth of chips <3
Saw Serene there(((((:
I swear, She abit kuku siao only!
Too much coffee la! Stop working at Starbucks!
Maybe I should go out with Mummy more often!!!
Going out with Mummy=More MONEY t spend((((((:

2006-12-09T20:09:00.000-08:00

Shit, Who am I kidding.
I keep on saying I'm over you but I know I'm not.
I thought I ended everything at 1yr6mths25days.
I guess its still burning huh.
I really don't understand how you play your game.
I have t stop lying t people, so here's my confession

I' M NOT OVER YOU):

There you go
I'll never be able t fall for anyone else.
This, I swear

I'm tired of being pushed t the back of Your mind.

2006-12-07T06:57:00.000-08:00

AIYOH!
Chill la babies! I'll watch Happy Feet with all of you ogayy? ogayy!

Anywayy, Had PepperLunch yesterday and Joyene and Lydia started laughing at me cause they thought I was extremely stupid!):
I became a dumbass yesterday)))))):

I cooked today and no twinn, I didn't burn down the kitchen!
My chicken was damn nice la please!!
And I promised Faiz baby that I'll go learn how t bake a muffin for her!
I'm a nice girl and I love t bake

I Miss You.

2006-12-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG

Sooner or Later-Breaking Benjamin

I want a normal life
Just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigater
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated

Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins

Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away

You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it

Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins

Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw my life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw my life away

Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw our life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw our life away

Nothing's like it used t be.

2006-12-02T04:32:00.000-08:00

(:

Slept at five last night cause I was baking for twinnnn!(:

Went t town todayyyy!!(:
But I mean when am I not in town right!
Met ame and planned t surprise zan!
She wasn't very surprised you know!!!):
Then walked around town, went t disturb Nicole babyyyy!!!!!
Ate lunch with her then met Small Fry and Big Fry!!!
Went t ps t disturb another best denki babyyyy!!!
Ate Gelare then WALKED T WHEELOCK T MEET TWINNNN
I WALKED OKAYYY, with a splitting headache, burning lips and dying feet okayyyy!
Gave twinn her cookies, she was damn hungry la please! Poor babyyy!
Cabbed home(:
Reached home at like eight thirty which is damn early only t find no one but my maid at home!

Dusk and Summer.

2006-12-01T06:44:00.000-08:00

Date with Nutcracker Darling today(:

She's damn funny la please, I mean we are supposed t meet at eleven but she woke up only when I called her at eleven so I had time t take a really slow stroll t Tiong, smth I haven't done in ages.
In the end met Nutcracker Darling at 12-ish I think, went t submit her job application. Watched Deck the Halls, took neoprints and walked around town waiting for Alex t come. I SATISFIED MY CRAVING MY OREO CHEESECAKE TODAY:D
AND GAYA WAS BEING CHECKED OUT BY GUYS(:

Met Alex, went t watch her sister's production at Laselle
DAMN FUNNY OKAYYYY!

I loved today. Thanks for the date and we should do it again sometime?

Love in this world.

2006-11-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

HAHHAAHAHAHAH
I got raided!!!
senti santhi your head ah!!!
((((((((((((:
I MISS TWINN SUDDENLYYYYY
so this post is for her

TWINNNN!
Thanks for being there when I needed you and all
You somehow give me hope and life without you sucks
The wintermelon and yakult drinking, laughing at practically everything we see, peeling of stickers from the canteen tables, repairing the vending machine, calling each other from any corner of the rotunda and both of us knowing it couldn't be anyone else, you irritating the shit out me by whistling into the phone, the hush-hush talks, emergency put-downs and the what-I-like-about-you and what-I-do-not-like-about-you talks.
AIYAH!!! There's more, I swear.
I MISS YOU LA
AND I LOVE YOU BABYYY!

Skye loves you!

2006-11-30T05:08:00.000-08:00

Senti Santhi! :D Hahahah! I cannot wait for tomorrow. Oh &we'll pig out like shit okay. :D I LOVE YOU TO MOX.

Brand New

2006-11-30T04:21:00.000-08:00

Blogger was being a screw-up not letting me upload the skins I want but Skye did a good job with this(((((:

THANK YOU BABYYYY, I LOVE MY NUTCRACKER DARLING!
looking forward t tmrw(:

Okayy, spent today over at Joyene's
Got temp tattoos!
PRETTTYYYYY!!!

Please take care baby, its okayy now. I know you didn't mean t do it